What means personal happiness to you? Even if it was very all of a sudden, actually. It's necessary to reflect the past - to think of everything what made you happy or probably unlucky, it's the key. trust me :)
We tend to base our feelings, luck and happiness on someone or something, creating this idea that we always need something to rely on. Nevertheless, I truly believe that ultimately everything is on us! My dog is my most loved and my balance for nearly everything. Be independent and enjoy your time to be yourself! XX bisou F.